The Book of Ashes

Revelations 8:19AM

Sometimes life throws you the odd little surprise that reminds you that your perception of the world is not really that accurate. I had a good day today. I was told that my soon to be flatmate thought I was friendly and that the flat was cool which is a good thing and I picked up on something that made me realise that people don't see me quite as I see myself. It makes me wonder, am I that good at projecting a certain image, or do I just percieve myself as something other than what I am ? A while back now I decided that I need to be more outgoing and friendly. I used to be really quiet and still am, but I have improved a lot since what I used to be. Today has strengthened my desire to improve in this area. People like a friendly person, they act friendly back and you enjoy life more. I know that the few times that I rollerbladed to work it got me pumped up and I talked all excited to people. Everyone was my friend those days and it rocked. Anyway I am going on a road trip on Friday up to Hastings. This should be interesting as I've never been over that way before. I was pretty much a North Island virgin a couple of years back so still haven't travelled much of it. Still going to a triple 21st, thats gotta be interesting. I'm 9078 days old tho, so will feel a little old at a 21st. Well this is my first real diary entry, I can see this is going to be interesting. I will endeavour to write something interesting here everyday but will see how it goes. Sweet dreams..