The Book of Ashes

grinning 10:17AM

Am I grinning cause someone recognised me from the couch mission the other night? Or is it cause I've just been up at my Poppa's for his 77th birthday (man that sure kicks arse on my 25) and my auntie brought out a chocolate gatto for me? Or is it the fact that I've arranged and motivated people for a kick-arse party tomorrow night and each time someone disscusses details for it and acts excited I share their excitement? (Tom dude you really should have been here for this!!!) Nah man its cause the pot has just been stirred...

Actually (Ashley) its a combination of all these and the fact that I got my first present in the mail today (its sitting on my bed unopened). Gerry got back today and when I got home she told me that she and Fi had just read my entire diary entires... this is interesting, and slightly unpredictable. These entries are adictive in a way, I guess more so if you know me as you'll know who and what I'm talking about, but know this - they exclude all feelings and emotions to do with people and any thoughts that may offend or cause problems in real life. Everything I talk about is my life, my thoughts, and my interaction with friends. I think that it would be a good idea to have a private area, that only I could view to write my true feelings down, cause I'm sure as hell going to forget that hug I had not so long ago that left me wanting and motivated me to write the ball piece a few days back, or who I had a crush on last year or whatever. These things are not for general viewing though as it would cause conflict. It is best to be pissed off with someone and not say anything to them, than to write how about how much they suck and then have them read it, cause you probably wouldn't feel that way the next day anyway. And you usually stuff things up when you write about people you like. Instead I just leave you with the faintest of hints, and sometimes not even that but instead false leads. You cannot know where I will end up, but then again it might end up being exactly as you picture it.

Thursday night I went out for drinks and a presentation for a new group called Unlimited Potential. They claim to just want to provide a network for young IT people to get together and share knowledge. I am looking for a hook, but didn't see it there that night. We got free drinks and food and an awesome talk by the guy from Weta who is doing the graphics for the Lord of the Rings. He was a great speaker and had some awesome advice to give and also has an ego that can be seen from space . I like...

I was so tired after that though I went to bed early (10ish) with no diary entires and still slept bad. Today I managed to survive through the day and had a few drinks after work then up to my Poppa's to wish him a happy birthday. My uncle Terry is a little worried about the photos I have posted of him kissing the bar dude from the Realm, hehehehe, so he should be.

Ok tomorrow is big. I gotta get a costume, a guest book, sort out clues to get to the place, a mask, blah, blah, blah... yeah I hate not being prepared. Anyway the nights gonna rock,

cya all there,

King Yarash