The Book of Ashes
Legend in his own mind, creator of all you see here, he walks this Earth on the path of the becoming.
On Thursday, 6, September 2001 Ashes wrote...
swipe card conspiracy theory & legend setter upper 8:56AM
Something I forgot from yesterday. I work at the Dairy Board some times and they have a secure access area so everytime I wonder in I pull out my swipe card and wave in close to the door and it lets me in. Now theres also a person at reception there and I'm sure they play games with me cause I reckon the door begins to open sometimes just before I swipe the card, but I'm already committed to the swipe so I can't pull out to see. They probably sit there waiting, waiting then they see me go to swipe and they press the open button and go hahahaha he swiped for nothing. They always keep a straight face though. So what I'm going to do is make a fake card that looks like the real one and go to swipe that and see if the door opens from them pressing the button. Of course if they happened not to do that on that day then I would look real stupid swiping and the door not opening. Anyway...
Sigh... I can set myself up with a million opportunities, but why can I not take them? I am the legend setter-upper but do I lack the conviction to execute? Or am I just too soft of heart? Time shall tell. Meanwhile I listen to Nature Boy from the Moulin Rouge, the words I posted on yesterdays entry..
1min 36secs for running up 19 floors 10:40AM
Just ran up 19 floors worth of steps in 1 min 36 secs. About 20 secs better than my best time
Perihelion chatter 12:01PM
Kate - some (or if you want most) guys suck. I know I do at some things. You just have to be real blunt with me and ask me stuff straight up. Try that with your man (I assume you have one in particular?). Cool photo of you huh? hehehe, thanks Tom for that one. I know you probably don't like it but you'll have to send me a better one before I take it down. Also do you want to put other stats up there? Keep up the good work with your diary entries, I'm enjoying reading them every day, your hit counter is climbing faster than mine is which isn't really fair. I think you're just clicking on refresh heaps! And yeah, try out the lesbian thing, send us some photos too. I'd pay to see you snog another chick... hehehe. Hope all is well over there in Aussie and I'll try my best to get some one to sponsor us a trip over there. CY
Tormentation of the seagulls 12:41PM
I went to lunch in the park, alone. The wind blew up a bit but it was nice in the sun. The seagulls came and laughed at me, tormenting me with their piercing screeches. I ignored them and eventually they went away. A little sparrow hopped up and turned his head sideways. I wondered if I would be fast enough to grab him. I didn't want to frighten him though. I think I frighten a few people. Nothing happened so I came back to work. Now I feel like lunch again, empty...
I've been listening to Nature Boy off the Moulin Rouge CD all morning. It is quite a sad song. As you can see above it has affected my writing style, I can definitly write depressed if I want to. I am not feeling like that though, I just wanted to see if I could write that way... if it was right that way. Ok now I'm getting abstract again, thoughts are fleeting, loosing concentration, must leave now.
My body is craving sugar despretly. I don't want to give in though as this will send me on a roller coaster ride requiring more sugar later on. Instead I will drink water... how sad is that