The Book of Ashes
Legend in his own mind, creator of all you see here, he walks this Earth on the path of the becoming.
On Wednesday, 24, July 2002 Ashes wrote...
Kate heads back to Palmy then Aussie. 9:45AM
Today it rained again. I wanted to sleep in but Kate came back from breakfast and kicked me out of bed and then when I made to sleep on the floor she poured a glass of water over me and my duvet. So I gave in and turned on the computer and we watched episodes of Futurama in bed. I definitly need a remote for my computer. Its just a pain to have to reach forward to do things. Kate left around lunch time. Back to Palmy today and then Aussie tomorrow. Dan came home for lunch later and I did a mish with him out to Newlands where we picked up a kick-arse 19inch monitor for him. It is pretty big and dwarfs the pitiful Perihelion server that it sits on. Other than that I didn't do much. I did a revamp on the ""List all entries"" link for savants. It is now pretty tidy and I was reading over mine and found some cool cool stuff. I guess the stuff I write is stuff I like. Especially the weird abstract stuff like the ""Insecurity of the beetle bee"" - 25th Sept 2001 from the Book of Ashes. (Do a search for Beetle). It is pretty funky. There is a lot of other cool stuff too that I don't notice till I read it again. I sometimes wonder at the power of my words. What kind of a spell do they weave, can they weave? I endevour to give titles to all my entries and only have two months left to fix up so its going well. Dan cooked an awesome dinner tonight and now I am pretty full. TV tonight sucked. I think I'll just go to bed early and read. Am reading Catch 22 at the moment. Don't know what its going to be like
The world spins in opulent colours of... 12:06PM
""The world spins in opulent colours of blue and black and gold...""
These words have echoed around in my head for as long as I can remember. My head must be quite large and empty as some times the echo comes back after years, and sometimes only minutes. The worlds spins... I have had this thought often. It is funny how certain words or sentances get stuck in your head. I have a few like that but I can't remember them at the moment. Certain things I say to myself without even realising it in certain circumstances. Life is fucked up. I always used to think that things would happen and I'd know they were right but now I sit back and don't know so many things about where my life is going. I mean I have complete faith that I will find a new career and job and stuff but I just have no idea doing what. It is not like I am in any hurry or anything but I feel like I should have a job by now. As my sister would say I should get off my arse and look for a job instead of letting one find me but still I believe one will find me. Right now I want my student loan paid off. If I could see any stars right now I would wish upon them for this. Instead I will wish it within myself for sometimes if you wish for something hard enough it just might come true..