The Book of Ashes

Shopping with Kate 10:46AM

From what do I run?

From whence do I hide?

The secret to life,

is hidden inside.

You control you.

I control I.

Without this knowledge,

We keep our heads in the sky.

I run on a buzz. Natural in nature, synthetically enhanced by a little BOOST. I am climbing the ladder again and I AM going to go skiing soon. How cool is that?

Yesterday Dan & I went to Great India for dinner with Kate & Co. It was an awesome meal but I was so deprived of nourishment that I didn't say much at all. Also had a few things on my mind. Altho while in this state it is interesting to sit back and observe. I now know a lot more about some of the people who use the site most. It is interesting to learn about people.

After an awesome meal we headed out to Kittys for a few quiet drinks and some Uncle Monkey. The others only stayed a short while but Dan and I stayed till about 12:30. Dan sat there the whole night and acted like I usually do. Disinterested in those around him and preocupied. His mind was on a girl. OOoohh, Dans got a girlfriend! So we came home and slept.

This morning was a bit of a sleep in. Went out for lunch with Martin at Arizona and got to check out his new flat. He now lives just round the corner from his work. A definite upgrade from the last place so good effort dude.

After this I went for a wonder into work and found out that the insurance company still hasn't paid them my money. Good things take time huh. Still I am not in any form of dire straights yet so am not complaining. Life always evens things out for me in the end. It was awesome to talk to everyone at work. I hadn't been in for a while so catching up was cool. Wondered back through town with Emma who invited me to see Blade II with her and the guys tonight. I had other plans tho. Got home with an urgent supply of toilet paper. Just in time since we had had curry the night before. Hung out with Thomas and Kate. Went for a shop with Kate. This was heaps of fun. We only went to one shop but found so much stuff I wanted. I now only have one piece of clothing to buy for this month and now own a new sweat shirt, a pair of pants and a tidy shirt. Cool. I still need so much more tho. I need money...

Ok, interesting observation for the night. Hasn't txt msging revolutionised how we communicate while dating? It used to be so hard having to actually call the person up and forget what you were going to say or have your voice break on you or what ever. Now you punch it out with those deft little fingers and proofread before you send. I think I am much better at that than at speaking. I stuff things up when I speak sometimes. But man, doesn't it suck when someone doesn't have txt msging?

Lies. The purpose of? They are built to confuse and muddle relationships between people. Deceit. Deceive. Why? Always tell the truth. Only exception, when a chick is asking you if her dress makes her arse look fat. Then and only then you lie.

When you lie a little piece of YOU breaks away. You only ever end up hurting yourself. Never, never, never...