The Book of Farm Girl
Born in a tent in a paddock, Farmgirl represents the Aussie office of the Perihelion.
On Friday, 2, November 2001 Farm Girl wrote...
cool new stuff 3:43AM
cool new stuff you've put here Ashes blah blah blah just playing with these things mmm nice
responce to entries 4:05AM
yea liking that you can respond to entries. we don't get many responses to what we say and even if someone's got something to say its not often worth an email.
course im always on the look-out but im just a little disillusioned about the whole deal. it's the 'whether it works out or not will be another story' bit that gets me. and how much do i wish i could just give up. good luck to you.
ashes insert.. 9:15AM
[Hey FarmGirl, trying out inserting comments in others entries, tell me if you like it or not... Yeah in response I've been single for forever, since the big bang pretty much and I'm getting sick of it. Need to try out the other half. You're right tho, most people end up with the wrong person and most relationships suck. Infact I know of only one that renews my faith in life, and that is my friends Bev & Jo. They rock. Still one must be on the look out for THE ONE. They do exist and I'm sure if they turn up for you, you'll quickly change your mind about being happy single and get stuck into that relationship thing, whether it works out or not will be another story... PS first installment of photos are up.] - Ashes
obsession with finding the one 12:09PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FI! sorry I only got your answering machine i'll try ringing in the weekend.
okay now what's with the obsession with finding the ONE! It's all round here too. My flatmate Paul's ever on the look out, wanting scoring hints and whinging about not getting any cuddles, and kates decided that she's sick of being single, and everyone else is coupling up. anna's got a new woman, my ex is happily cosy with his new chick, kim's left her last boyf for a new man. yea i know i'm jealous of their happiness but is it all worth it? relationships are fucking people around wherever i turn. Susie and David my other flatmates have broken up and David's moving back to Townsville on Monday. Susie has, just as i write, hit the piss and god knows where david is tho i can guarantee he is smashed on the good green stuff. both of them are wrecked.
most people start a relationship with the intentions of making it last but such a teeny small percentage do. why do we do it to ourselves? why can't we be happy with being on our own? Maybe after my experiences i've turned into a cynical bitch but seriously... why can't happiness exclude a life partner? How many people do you know that are happily single and seriously intend to be forever? has society made us all feel like to be happy and content and to have the perfect life we need to hunt down and snag that ever elusive soulmate?
i'd like to say i'm happily single and though i am generally happy the way things are; why do i feel like somethings missing